It’s another home alone at Christmas. Seems a reoccurring pattern. I remember all the family would visit my folks in California who have since passed every Christmas. I would stay home with the excuse of I can’t leave the ranch the pipes will freeze and someone has to feed the animals. I would stock up on food and spend much of the time in deep meditation, take long Epson salt baths and go for a walk through the forest, snow shoes required. During that time, I would work on releasing the past, forgiving anyone necessary and dive deep into my shadow side seeing what came up to clear. The more I spent time in spirit especially in communication with the higher dimensions the less I desired contact with humanity. I could see how wounded and trapped most of humanity is, how socially engineered, most not even knowing who they are completely detached from their heart and soul. Very few even knew why they incarnated. Sadly, most were caught up in the monkey trap seeking love, acceptance and approval outside of self. The socially engineered completely out of touch with heart and soul trying to impress other socially engineered people. I always loved the saying who would you be without your story? A humble God/Goddess in service to others if you knew the truth.
又是一个圣诞节独自在家。这似乎是一种重复出现的模式。我记得每年圣诞节，全家人都会去加利福尼亚看望我去世的父母。我会留在家里，借口是我不能离开牧场，水管会结冰，还得有人喂牲口。我会囤积食物，大部分时间都沉浸在冥想中，洗长时间的 Epson 盐浴，穿上雪地鞋在森林里散步。在那段时间里，我会努力释放过去，原谅任何必要的人，深入自己的阴暗面，看看有什么需要清除的。我在精神层面，尤其是在与高维空间交流的时间越长，就越不希望与人类接触。我可以看到大部分人类是多么的受伤和受困，多么的被社会设计，大部分人甚至不知道自己是谁，完全脱离了自己的内心和灵魂。极少数人甚至不知道自己为什么会化身为人。可悲的是，大多数人都陷入了在自我之外寻求爱、接受和认可的猴子陷阱。被社会设计的人完全与内心和灵魂脱节，试图给其他被社会设计的人留下深刻印象。我一直很喜欢一句话：如果没有你的故事，你会是谁呢？如果你知道真相，你会成为一个谦卑的上帝/女神，为他人服务。
Spirituality has become fashionable filled with spiritual egos reciting cliches they heard on Facebook but that is their story. Who would they be without that story? Our personal problems all come from the be lie f we are a person separate from the whole seeking outside of ourselves what has always been within. Your story is what keeps you from the is that is all that is within. We are multidimensional beings, which aspect of self on the vibrational continuum do you want to be your story? Are you Pleiadian, Orion, Sirian, Arcturian, Andromedin, were you raised on a ship in previous incarnations? Do you wear that life as a badge be lie ving you are special? What if you believed you were nothing? Nothing to be acknowledged, nothing to defend, just the observer? The only reason anyone has any power over you is because you want something from them. What if you wanted nothing? What if you were just there, in the moment sharing or choosing not to share without any attachment or need to enable someone else’s story? Imagine how your friends and family would react to that? They will do everything to put you back in the box, their projection of who you are. And that is why I stay home alone for Christmas loving every second of it. Not that it would’t be nice to share with another on the same page. Right now, it is like finding a needle in a septic tank. Just kidding, kinda, it is a very dysfunctional planet in process and I have lots of friends on functional planets.
灵修已成为一种时尚，充满了灵修自我，他们背诵着在 Facebook 上听到的陈词滥调，但这就是他们的故事。如果没有这个故事，他们会是谁呢？我们的个人问题都来自于一个谎言，那就是我们是一个独立于整体之外的人，我们一直在寻求内在的东西。你的故事让你远离了内在的一切。我们是多维的存在，你想让振动连续体上的哪一个自我成为你的故事？你是昴宿星人（Pleiadian）、猎户座人（Orion）、天狼星人（Sirian）、阿克图里人（Arcturian）、安多姆丁人（Andromedin），你以前的化身是在一艘船上长大的吗？你是否把那段生活当作徽章，谎称自己很特别？如果你认为自己什么都不是呢？什么都不需要承认，什么都不需要捍卫，只是一个旁观者？任何人对你有影响力的唯一原因就是你想从他们那里得到什么。如果你什么都不想要呢？如果你只是在那里，在分享或选择不分享的那一刻，没有任何依恋或需要去促成别人的故事呢？想象一下，你的朋友和家人会作何反应？他们会想尽一切办法把你放回他们的框框里，放回他们对你的投射里。这就是为什么我一个人在家过圣诞节，享受圣诞节的每一分每一秒。我并不是说和另一个人分享就不好。但现在，这就像在化粪池里找一根针。开个玩笑，这是个功能失调的星球，我有很多朋友都在功能失调的星球上。
Something to ponder.
值得深思。
Be well and happy holidays whatever you wish to call them.
祝你们节日快乐，无论你们怎么称呼它们。
James Gilliland
P.S.
附言。
People are being affected in a major way by negative influences during these shifts. Here is a link to clear yourself and loves ones. https://youtu.be/i25YHBvrU6Q
在这些转变过程中，人们正在以一种主要的方式受到负面影响。这里有一个清除自己和爱人的链接。Https://youtu.be/i25yhbvru6q
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转自：https://eraoflight.com/2023/12/28/james-gilliland-badge-of-honor/
